It’s actually 11pm when I’m writing this, and that on a schoolnight… What’s happening? Well first of all, my sleeping schedule is just fucked up, normally I would be sleeping right now and waking up at 6:30 am in the morning. But things changed, because of the quarantine I can sleep till 9 am everyday. So I’m automatically going to bed later. But that’s like not the point of this blogpost. Today I just wanted to give you guys a little update on me. It’s been a couple of weeks since I uploaded a blogpost, and it’s also been a couple of weeks since I posted anything on Instagram.
Me being a little inactive has a couple of reasons. First of all, I am out of inspiration. I don’t know what to write about, I don’t know what to take pictures of. I just haven’t really been so creative and inspired lately. And the reason for that is that I’ve been just so tired for the last two or three weeks. School had brought me a lot of stress, I had a second chance for an assessment. Luckily me and my project group passed it. But I’ve been stressing a lot about it.
Also, I’ve been stressing a lot about work. I told you guys I had a new job and I am working a lot from home right now. But I don’t know if that really is something for me, I just can’t get myself to relax. I am always thinking about work, about how I need to make hours to earn money. I just can’t get it out of my head, and everytime I am not working, I feel so guilty. So I just cannot allow myself to do anything fun, which is stupid of course. I am still a student and work is not my priority right now, school is. And I do need to enjoy my time of being a student still. Got plenty of time to work when I’m graduated…
Another reason for being inactive is that I’ve been doing a lot of fun things with friends lately. Here in the Netherlands we are allowed to hang out with people as long as we keep enough distance. So I had a lot of girlsnights. Which meant drinking, playing games, listening to music and laughing a lot! I also had vacation for a week, which I spend very well. I went thrifting with my boyfriend and found some really nice things, maybe I’ll show you those later? I also went picknicking with friends and I just had a lot of fun. Didn’t felt like being in a lockdown for a moment. So I needed that, just no Instagram and no blogging. Living in the moment. It’s a good thing sometimes!
But now I am back, because I’ve got the time again, and inspiration! I have quite some ideas where to write blogposts about, so be prepared! A lot of fun things to come. For my Instagram I don’t know… I tried doing a at-home-photoshoot today but it didn’t really work out as good as I hoped. Still need some photo-inspiration. But Pinterest will definitely help me with that!
So that was a quick, not so short blogpost about myself. Maybe a bit of a boring one? But I just needed to express myself today haha. Hope you liked it! And I will see you next time, with a (hopefully) more interesting blogpost!
And let me know, how are you doing? Are you allowed to meet your friends and do fun things?
I’m 20 years old and living in the Netherlands. On this website I’m sharing a little bit of my life with you. I like to blog so now and than. But you can also find my portfolio on here, I’m a media, design and communication student so I made quite some projects. If you want to read a little more about me just click the button, or go and look around on my website. Have Fun!
Anne Mare ©